Magnetic Optimism

It never fails to amaze me, just how in tune I feel sometimes. I've been avoiding certain thoughts/feeling/emotions, only to find that the seed I planted in my ethereal garden of love, was one of bitterness. It blossomed, into this thorny thing. Less like a cactus, and more like a rose. Even though this thorny thing poked me, and hurt me, it was too beautiful to let go.

Last night, after some rather intense happenings, I let the idea that love hurts, go. I uprooted that thorny bitter thing, I thanked it for it's purpose, and role in my life; and in it's place, I planted something beautiful. Love heals.

Stay in School, and Stay Focused

from the heart of David Liebe Heart himself...

The answer was in front of me the whole time, the only thing getting in the way was ME. I had all these excuses, and they were for nothing. If you must know, I'll be starting school next month, over at Sarasota Tech. There is a Video Production course that opens up NEXT year, so in the meantime, I'm going to take a Multimedia course. Broaden my skills a bit. So yeah. I don't even really know why I waited all this time to make this decision. But I think it was kind of fated. Like if I still worked for Toyota, I don't think I'd have the motivation to quit, and go back to school.

Now, I'm just working on my next hurdle of getting a job...

PS - If you haven't noticed I tweaked the look and feel of the blog a little bit, in addition I put in a new commenting system, powered by Disqus. So it's that much easier to leave your love these days :)