The pace of my days are picking up. Days are turnings, to weeks, are turning to months. I'm doing things again. I'm getting out. I'm living out. For a good long while, it felt as if I was confined to the likes of my own silly odd thoughts. Everyday seempt like I was in my own little world, and all the people in it were part of some elaborate story I conjured up. To my dismay, and ironically fortunate, it was all real. All of it. Except me. Sometimes, I'm not fully there. Like right now, I honestly don't know where I'm going with this, but I'm just letting my thoughts ramble on, until they makes sense. I tend to do that a lot. I'll be at work, and my mind will just start having a conversation with itself, and every once in a while I'll answer out loud or something, and Chris Lee will be like,'What did you say?', and out of some silly guilt, I'll play it off, or quickly devise a ruse to distract. For instance, I was having thoughts to myself about how girls can pretty much get away with anything that they want, and that they don't realize how much power they truly have. So I blurted "Man, I wish I was a girl!". And I got looks from the people at my place of work, like 'Okay, then', none-the-less, I had an interesting time explaining that one.
Even after all this time the sun never says to the earth, “you owe me.” Look what happens with a love like that. It lights the whole sky. ~Hafiz of Shiraz
I looove that quote!
I've actually started having new thoughts, that I won't share today, I'll save it for tomorrow's post. Which I'll be starting as soon as I publish this.
So hosh, bosh, Macintosh.
love, luis
"Until next time, take care of yourselves and each other" - Jerry Springer
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