Monday, January 04, 2010

Creativity, With

Sorry for the lack of updates this New Year. I've been recovering from a couple different things. My body is in tons of pain right now, and I am really just glad to be home, and see my mother and my sisters again.

I've been reading this book, since yesterday, and it has inspired me to do something creative with my life. I won't say what it is, but I am seriously looking into it, and will update when I've already started work on it.

This is a new year so I guess its culturally obligatory that I make a list of some things I'll be working on this new year:

-I find myself quite the downer sometimes, so I want to work on my confidence. Confidence is especially troubling for me, so it's where I want to put a lot of focus to this year.

-I want to work on some habits of mine, before they become full blown addictions. Example: I'll sit in front of my computer and watch every episode of "Tim and Eric Awesome Show, Great Job!" in sequence, and totally waste a perfect day. And in the case of Tim and Eric, I am pretty sure it's full blown addiction. I lurve all their stuff.

-I am not always clear. I am pretty vague at times. I want to better express what I am feeling this new year. I want to uplift, more than tear down. And I guess that begins with myself.

-As an Aquarius, I have a very peculiar tendency to be very very unique. Almost to the point of self destruction. This year I am going to work on bringing some stability to my life. I will use my creative power to do well in this world, and those around me.

-Patience. I often skip steps to get what I want now. Forgetting that there is a process that I must undergo. This year I will take necessary path.

-Camera. I really really really want a Canon EOS 7D. That will put me in the ranks of semi-professional videographer. And pretty much an overnight sensation over at Vimeo. I will do whatever it takes to get one. Mark my word.

If I could travel in time, sometime
I'd travel to the end, of all of mankind.
And there I'd find a brother of mine.

We'd travel through space,
on his crystal ship.

We'd pass through the stars.

Land over the moooooon.

-"Time Travel" by Casey and his Brother

I have to look things up.

Much Love.

When I Grow Up

Always.

ps- I'm going to try and have something new in the footer everyday, from now on.

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Want to feel really good today?

Tell someone you care about something you've always wanted to say, but didn't know how. You know what I am talking about, something risky.

Push yourself over the emotional edge today. Don't calculate the risk. Let go of your desired outcome and open your heart. That's how you destroy the illusion separating you from God.

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