Sunday, January 10, 2010

Plug In Baby

My mind has been all over the place today. I spent a good portion of my day with Nick Montes, at his house. I just so happened to have a recorder on me, and was able to record him playing the intro to "Plug In Baby" by Muse. Enjoy:



Here is the .mp3, if you want it.

And here is the .flac, if you are an audiophile like me :)

In either case, you'll have to write your own tags for these songs, so that they don't end up as "Unknown Artist, Album, etc" when you play them on your digital music player.

So I am at a point in my life now, where I am starting to stress again. My mother has laid down the gauntlet, and the ultimatum. By the end of the month, I have to come up with 1/2 of the rent if I wish to stay living with her and my sisters. This doesn't bother me, because I have some options, and some paths I can take. One path, I can get a job at the Beach House, I'd have a car, and I'd live with my mom. Another path, this one is quite interesting and intriguing the same, because my friend Tiffany called me like in the middle of the night at 3 to tell me this, I could work at Disney, as a character. Her, and my other friend Liz, are considering this option. I'd still have a car, and I'd be living in Orlando most likely. Another idea that I was thinking, and this one is quite out there, I could be a vagabond (traveling about with no fixed destination) via CouchSurfing.org for maybe a month or so, until I have my act together, and really know where I want to go from there. I'd have no car, and I'd be living from place to place. I would probably want to stay in the local Sarasota/Bradenton area, but you never know, I could adopt this lifestyle, and venture out to South America like I wanted to. Of course, I'd want to bring Sajan along with me. But that's just an idea, and I'm skipping too many steps. This month more than ever, I need guidance. I need cosmic reassurance that wherever I go, and whatever I do, I do it out of love, and I do it because its liberating.

When I think of the world, and how it relates to the human experience, something tells me that we weren't meant to be in locked in. Like there is an entire planet that I am making it a life goal to venture all through out. I see the American economy, and other like it around the world, and I see the effects that its having on everyday people, like yourself and I, and something about it all just doesn't seem natural. I want to die, knowing that I left some really good footprints all over the world, and that there will be footprints left for future generations. I need to know that I helped out in some big way, small-ly. *hope that makes sense.

Goodnight.

Plug In Baby

Hebbo.

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If you make a mistake the first time, do not be concerned about it. Be concerned about it if you repeat it a second time.

If you do something right the first time, do not pride yourself about it.

Be proud of yourself if you repeat it a second time.

Today, focus on one good habit you wish to repeat and one bad habit you wish to rip up.

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