As of recent, I feel as if I am committing social suicide. I have made a conscious choice to deactivate my Facebook account, and not login to my Myspace (eww) account as well. I have made a couple personal goals, that I won't reveal to anyone. Facebook, and Myspace would definitely take away valuable time that I could be spending on reaching these goals. When I feel it in my heart that I can join the social again, I will.
At present, there are several different things going on in my life at the same time. I am going through a wide range of emotions, yet my life still feels bland. Perhaps it is just me, and my lack of initiative, but I have always been a supporter of truth, and to lie to myself, telling myself that everything is going to be alright, that everything is going to be 'OK', flies right in the face of everything I believe. It is like, I won't start something, or even finish something, when I know it isn't something that resonates in my heart.
I spent the past six months in California, away from my family and friends. Living day to day, on my own. There were lessons there, and that was a personal struggle I had to overcome. At the time, it felt right, and so I went for it. Even when the world WAS against me.
I am back now in Florida. My girl-friends, especially, look much more amazing than I remembered them in my head. My guy-friends, pretty much stayed the same.
I had the day out with my friend Nina. We did hobgosh things.
Wish I could stay up, and think of things to write about, but this will have to do.
I've kept it short, but don't expect this tomorrow, or in the future. I'll keep this updated as much as I can.
Be safe.
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Just as it is important to believe in God, it's equally important to believe in yourself.
Today, own your greatness.
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