Tom Sawyer: Esposito Girl

Normally I try to update my blog around 3 in the morning. That was not the case today. After me and Michael left a football game last night, there was a party, at my friend Jack O' Keef's house. Some friends were already there, so we picked up some girl-friends of mine, and another Michael. Michael Young. LOTS of stuff happened, that I won't mention, but overall, I enjoyed myself. I am actually still in recovery mode. And it's pretty hard for me to type. I tried going to sleep, but a combination of a messed up body clock, and some alcohol, won't let me go to sleep. So I figured I'd write.

When I was in California, I made a very special and dear friend. His name is Nick. Nick is the spiritual type, and he's been around me, when I've been under the influence, and he told me that I should write. And it makes sense. When you are like this, you kind of loose you inhibitions, and you don't care of the judgments of others. The only thing that is important, is the present moment. Right Here, Right Now.

Everything else is Royksopp.

If you were to ask me, just exactly what I am thinking, I can't give you a definite answer. For the past couple hours, it's been one long sequence of miniature thoughts. Not really having any definite beginning or end.

"Europe Endless"-Kraftwerk

I'm in my boxers at Devin's house. How I made it in life is beyond me? I'm not sure if I shared this on this blog, but I did on my old blog. I want to go to South America in June of next year. The chances of this actually happening, seems to be less and less. Originally I wanted to do this because I felt my life was not going in any definite direction. And to the day, that's been the case. I love this lifestyle of not knowing what the next day brings, but it's a difficult one to sustain and maintain. Actium. At a certain point, you lose a connection with the "real" world, and all its misgivings. Makes me wish sometimes that I didn't know what was going on in the world. Oblivious is Oblivion, is Bliss. I feel like there is a huge burden on my shoulders, because I've been exposed to so many truths. It's overwhelming to take in at times, but I have a strong mind, and manage.

I read a description of my horoscope sign, Aquarius. Found it startlingly accurate. A lot of it is stuff that I didn't even realize about myself, until I read it. It's like someone pulled apart my head, and read it like a book. Bill Gates.

Julio called. Stewart called. Devin's pretty famous around here.

sleeptime. finish later.

--11:26 pm--

So I am feeling a bit better. The events of last night, made me realize a startling truth. Your world can change in an instant, and between the fleeting moments, and the slow burns of life, you have options choices, and decisions to make. They mold your destiny. They scream from the mountaintops. They whisper in the valleys. I can't say for sure that anything is good or bad in life. Everyone is different.

Oblivious is Oblivion, is Bliss.

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Just as it is important to believe in God, it's equally important to believe in yourself.

Today, own your greatness.

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